In Time, My Time, Has No Time

2021

Video Performance

1 Minute 1 Second

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“I wanted to kill time, but more than that I wanted to kill myself” isn’t a literation of suicidal thoughts as a matter but self-destruction. In reality, we are faced with that tension of how much time we have, or how much time we require since it does not fully represent our need. In time, we might not be able to handle the weight of time, therefore we can only carry our time, and in our attempt to stop time, we destroy time. Destruction is more than an external force, we can only forcefully self-destruct, to play the game of time, with time.

 

In the end “I cannot depict time, I can only waste time.”

The act of carrying time, walking time, and externally scratching/destroying time is in my attempt to be with time, to waste time, and to destruct my time, in time.